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Yesterday Liv sat on my lap and she leaned back. It was the first time in a long time that she didn’t hesitate to do that and I didn’t hesitate to let her. That heavy weight feeling has settled it’s self back into my chest lately but yesterday it was gone and the only feeling I experienced was the familiar fit of having her sit on my lap and leaning back against my chest. To be honest, I wasn’t really sure that this would ever be a feeling I would get to experience again as the feeling in my chest is not the same as it used to be. It was a nice surprise to know I had not lost that forever.
Do your self-exam and schedule your mammogram. I could have missed this.